What does it feel like? To lose your mum?
Like your lifeline has been cut off. Like colour has drained out of your life. You become so much more sensitive to how people are. You're passing through life, taking it a day at a time, each day telling yourself, 'you can do this, you'll be okay'
Surreal that it's been four years.
Four years since I saw you, hugged you, kissed you, smelt your 'mum' smell.
I can't wait to see you again.
15th Jan 2013.