Your mind is a garden, plant the right seeds and water them every single day, let them flourish!

Your mind is a garden, plant the right seeds and water them every single day, let them flourish!.

The light is in all of us, even when youre down and out. You are special!

The light is in all of us, even when you're down and out. You are special!.

Base of half dome. The trail up is much steeper than it looks...

Base of half dome. The trail up is much steeper than it looks....

Weekend getaway #weekendvibes #naturewalk

Weekend getaway #weekendvibes #naturewalk .

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Fortune cookie words o wisdom - - First thing I need to do though is to get clear. - - As in what the hell do I want to do with my life?? Ive kinda just been running by the seat of my pants, going here & going there......uh wait. Thats not exactly right.…

Fortune cookie words o' wisdom - - First thing I need to do though is to get clear. - - As in what the hell do I want to do with my life?? I've kinda just been running by the seat of my pants, going here & going there......uh wait. That's not exactly right. - - I've been waiting for someone to tell me what to do & where to go. I've been waiting for direct guidance from someone. Hell, from anyone. Parents, teachers, friends, lovers....l did whatever they said. - - So when I was asked today what I wanted for MY life, I stammered. I felt anxiety growing in my chest, prickling my legs, and making my muscles squirm. I just felt uncomfortable because I JUST DIDNT KNOW. I'd never thought about what I wanted. Sure I have, but definitely not in concrete terms. It's always been vague, because I've secretly (well not so much a secret now) wanted to be told what to do. - - The thought of me choosing what I want for my life...that's just effing scary. What if I eff it up? What if I make the wrong choice? What if, what if, what if.....that shit is so paralyzingly paralyzing. - - It keeps me stuck. It keeps me still. Or it makes me run the other way. Which I've done for ALOT of my life (ahem....how many times have I moved/quit jobs when it got tough, etc?) - - Not now. I will wake up. I will not run. I will move through these feelings of discomfort. I will move through & get to the other side. I will reach out if it gets hard. I will lean on my support group. I will work everyday to not feel stuck. I will let you know. You are supported. I am supported. We don't have to move through this discomfort alone. This is doing the work & having support at the same time. Those two things are the shit which changes lives y'all. So happy to have you a part of my life change. Happy Friday night!!!.

Time for a paddle. 📷: @spencerbroesky #SurvivalStrat

Time for a paddle. 📷: @spencerbroesky #SurvivalStrat .

What todays nature walk looked like. #milpitas #naturewalk #bridge #water #ducks

What today's nature walk looked like. #milpitas #naturewalk #bridge #water #ducks .

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