Being mom of 2, is not as troublesome as i thought when i was still expecting. Well, yes im fully occupied with these two angels, but i can handle it calmer this time compare with raising Rayyan alone that time. Technically i handle my babies alone now, by choice (my helper just helping up with the house work), because i want to spend more time with Rayyan without overlooking Skye. I ask Rayyan to help up taking his lil sister nappy, throwing her dirty clothes to the laundry bin, and little by little he already used to it more than i expected. He involves in almost everything because he has no choice but playing with me. Its so fun that i almost forget taking care of myself. My mom once asked, "you're taking care of the babies, than who's going to take care of you." Hmm im enjoying myself as a full time mother. My husband totally understand that i cant be the old me, i cannot deny that being a mother change me, change my priority, and change almost everything. Im a lucky wife cos he does not demand anything from me as a wife or a mother. So maybe i dont need being taken care of, i just need people around me to support and understand that being a mother is tough enough without being judged. Im a more confident mother than before, happier than before, and most importantly i've gain so much love for them. '
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