Years ago I was depressed, hated waking up each morning. It was daunting, I looked forward to going to sleep so that I could shut my mind off and not have to deal with my own mind!
Now, I can't wake up each morning. I'm thankful each day I have another opportunity to become the person I aspire becoming. I went from hoping I could sleep more to now wishing I had more time being awake. Change happens when you're forced to change because the pain of where you ARE is far greater than the pain required to get to where you WANT to be is. You decide your destiny, you decide your future, I made the decision to deal with the pain of change, the pain of discomfort and the pain of work rather than dealing with the pain of stagnation and regret..